A first post

The long dark night of the soul sounds kinda gothic well its not meant to just that what I need to write here is for me a long hard look into my psyche or perhaps my soul. You, reading this may find it hard to understand, weird or just plain alarming but it is an accurate relection of how I feel right now, have felt for sometime and if you feel the same way to it may help you to feel a little better than I do rigth now trying to deal with these dark feelings. I doesn't matter that I have people I know love me I still feel very lost, confused and alone. So for me it is the long dark night of the soul and well who knows if that long dark night will have adawn at the end of it